Hear My Voice!!!

I am judged every second

It’s like I’m under a microscope

I question my belief of a friend

Frankly, I have lost all hope

Your way or the highway, you’re uptight

I ire you with every act

You perceive my thoughts and you’re always right

I want to tell you otherwise, I fear how you’d react

I know your intentions are true

Your superimposition makes me hold back

The harsh words that come out of you

Reminds me of an ability that I lack

You’re one of the best I ever had

I forget everything and laugh when you’re around

When I scamper like a clown, you’re glad

Change in tide and you nail me on the ground

I know you care

But it loses the charm after all that is said and done

Would patience for you be a dare?

A little tenderness never hurt anyone

I want to share and I want you to know

But you leave me no choice

My true thoughts I am so scared to show

Why can’t you ever hear my voice?

So Long My Friend...

I asked you again and again
Let go of your pain
Let me lend a hand
Let me by you stand


There were moments when you’d break down your wall
You’d open up a little, be carefree as I recall
There was hesitation but a willingness to live
And I was there, my friendship to give


Everything was perfect and then distance came
Drifting apart with excuses lame
Every time I tried to reach out
You shunned me away with your garbed clout


I never wanted you to change your ways
I just wished you’d not accept me to through the days
I finally asked you the inevitable, do you want me to be your friend
You said everything but a no…left me hanging in the end


I still see the tension in you when I am around
It seems like every day I fight a battle on lost ground
I let you go, I know you will never tell me why
I’m never going to give up, but henceforth, will resist the try


It's funny how I keep wondering what went wrong
It’s funny how sentimental I get when I love being cold hearted and strong
But isn’t the law of nature that what you give is what you get
It’s funny how most often in life that’s a belief I regret