Hear My Voice!!!

I am judged every second

It’s like I’m under a microscope

I question my belief of a friend

Frankly, I have lost all hope

Your way or the highway, you’re uptight

I ire you with every act

You perceive my thoughts and you’re always right

I want to tell you otherwise, I fear how you’d react

I know your intentions are true

Your superimposition makes me hold back

The harsh words that come out of you

Reminds me of an ability that I lack

You’re one of the best I ever had

I forget everything and laugh when you’re around

When I scamper like a clown, you’re glad

Change in tide and you nail me on the ground

I know you care

But it loses the charm after all that is said and done

Would patience for you be a dare?

A little tenderness never hurt anyone

I want to share and I want you to know

But you leave me no choice

My true thoughts I am so scared to show

Why can’t you ever hear my voice?

So Long My Friend...

I asked you again and again
Let go of your pain
Let me lend a hand
Let me by you stand


There were moments when you’d break down your wall
You’d open up a little, be carefree as I recall
There was hesitation but a willingness to live
And I was there, my friendship to give


Everything was perfect and then distance came
Drifting apart with excuses lame
Every time I tried to reach out
You shunned me away with your garbed clout


I never wanted you to change your ways
I just wished you’d not accept me to through the days
I finally asked you the inevitable, do you want me to be your friend
You said everything but a no…left me hanging in the end


I still see the tension in you when I am around
It seems like every day I fight a battle on lost ground
I let you go, I know you will never tell me why
I’m never going to give up, but henceforth, will resist the try


It's funny how I keep wondering what went wrong
It’s funny how sentimental I get when I love being cold hearted and strong
But isn’t the law of nature that what you give is what you get
It’s funny how most often in life that’s a belief I regret

Just another sleepless night!!!

Confessions of mind overflowing with thoughts...

Solemn resolve
Will to evolve
Fear to dissolve
Memories revolve

Conflicting notion
Overrated emotion
Daunting proportion
Constant Commotion

Means to prepare
Confidence to dare
Selfishness or care
Karma’s stare

Smile of content
Clarity of Intent
Actions meant
Nothing to repent

The goal in sight
In search guiding light
Something doesn’t seem right
Just another sleepless night

I know when It Rains...

I normally don’t think of you
There is so much to do
But every time the wind caresses the trees
The rain dances with the breeze
I wish that you were here with me
I think; will it ever be
I close my eyes and feel every drop call out your name
I wonder if you were here, would it be the same


In the raindrops I see reflections of the times we were together
I don’t need a cure; I can live in these moments forever
The world says, now that you’re gone I ought to be sad
I’m far away in another world, they think I’m mad
In harmony with the rain, as emotions flow
I smile; because I know
Though you’d probably never tell me
I know when it rains, you think of me!

Puking Poison!!!

I was leading you all along

Just for see if your will is strong

It was clear you don’t have in you

I was trying to find something to like in you

I could sense, there is something not right

You were being an angel, but always so uptight

You wanted to know everything about my life

You were ready to put an endless strife

I was avoiding you, you did not understand

You were cautiously increasing your demand

You were looking for a chance

A small affirmation to do your dance

And when nothing worked out

Your ego hurt, you developed a sudden clout

You started with my complete unworthiness

I was rather amused by your senselessness

I am actually glad to have been acquainted

Didn’t know your soul was so tainted

This is a messy state to be

Maybe puking poison will make you free!!!

Undying Love

I can’t imagine my life without you my love

I will fight for you from heaven up above

We will be the always be with each other

I will leave you never

I can see the depths of oceans in your eyes

I see purity in them no deceit and no lies

We will have many a cherished moments

I will hurt you never

I like everything about you

I feel with you every moment is so true

We will be the happiest couple

I will doubt you never

I don’t care about your looks or how old you are

I want you near, and not very far

We will make every second seem like a dream

I will deceive you never

I will love you till the end of time

You are mine and only mine

We will treat each day like it is a lifetime

Cause tomorrow I may just change my mind

But that my love, I will tell you never

Yeah! go ahead...

I create distance and give you no reason

Your memory of me lasts just as long as the season

My thoughts; misunderstandings

Yeah! go ahead try me for treason

I blame you for everything

Your stance for me from the very beginning

My retaliation; extremism

Yeah! go ahead sue me for this thing

I put forth a condition

Your charter for me built out of inhibition

My story; unheard

Yeah! go ahead treat it as trepidation

I don’t try to see

Your feelings for me

My feelings; crushed

Yeah! go ahead with the third degree

I am baffled by how you are wrong never

Your insistence on forever

My existence; denied

Yeah! go ahead let me be the cause of the tremor

Keeping a tab on every word, everything stated

Whew…it was never suppose to be this complicated

My decision; End of story!

Yeah! go ahead let me be the one hated