Just another sleepless night!!!

Confessions of mind overflowing with thoughts...

Solemn resolve
Will to evolve
Fear to dissolve
Memories revolve

Conflicting notion
Overrated emotion
Daunting proportion
Constant Commotion

Means to prepare
Confidence to dare
Selfishness or care
Karma’s stare

Smile of content
Clarity of Intent
Actions meant
Nothing to repent

The goal in sight
In search guiding light
Something doesn’t seem right
Just another sleepless night

I know when It Rains...

I normally don’t think of you
There is so much to do
But every time the wind caresses the trees
The rain dances with the breeze
I wish that you were here with me
I think; will it ever be
I close my eyes and feel every drop call out your name
I wonder if you were here, would it be the same


In the raindrops I see reflections of the times we were together
I don’t need a cure; I can live in these moments forever
The world says, now that you’re gone I ought to be sad
I’m far away in another world, they think I’m mad
In harmony with the rain, as emotions flow
I smile; because I know
Though you’d probably never tell me
I know when it rains, you think of me!

Puking Poison!!!

I was leading you all along

Just for see if your will is strong

It was clear you don’t have in you

I was trying to find something to like in you

I could sense, there is something not right

You were being an angel, but always so uptight

You wanted to know everything about my life

You were ready to put an endless strife

I was avoiding you, you did not understand

You were cautiously increasing your demand

You were looking for a chance

A small affirmation to do your dance

And when nothing worked out

Your ego hurt, you developed a sudden clout

You started with my complete unworthiness

I was rather amused by your senselessness

I am actually glad to have been acquainted

Didn’t know your soul was so tainted

This is a messy state to be

Maybe puking poison will make you free!!!

Undying Love

I can’t imagine my life without you my love

I will fight for you from heaven up above

We will be the always be with each other

I will leave you never

I can see the depths of oceans in your eyes

I see purity in them no deceit and no lies

We will have many a cherished moments

I will hurt you never

I like everything about you

I feel with you every moment is so true

We will be the happiest couple

I will doubt you never

I don’t care about your looks or how old you are

I want you near, and not very far

We will make every second seem like a dream

I will deceive you never

I will love you till the end of time

You are mine and only mine

We will treat each day like it is a lifetime

Cause tomorrow I may just change my mind

But that my love, I will tell you never

Yeah! go ahead...

I create distance and give you no reason

Your memory of me lasts just as long as the season

My thoughts; misunderstandings

Yeah! go ahead try me for treason

I blame you for everything

Your stance for me from the very beginning

My retaliation; extremism

Yeah! go ahead sue me for this thing

I put forth a condition

Your charter for me built out of inhibition

My story; unheard

Yeah! go ahead treat it as trepidation

I don’t try to see

Your feelings for me

My feelings; crushed

Yeah! go ahead with the third degree

I am baffled by how you are wrong never

Your insistence on forever

My existence; denied

Yeah! go ahead let me be the cause of the tremor

Keeping a tab on every word, everything stated

Whew…it was never suppose to be this complicated

My decision; End of story!

Yeah! go ahead let me be the one hated

one small step....

We knew we could work it out

If only we could climb the mountains of doubt

We knew we could have moments to treasure

If we were not busy in quantities of measure

We knew we could cross all hurdles together

If we were not blaming each other

We knew we could make every second count all the way

If we were not so scared that we will grow apart someday

We had something special we both agreed

We know one small step is all it did need

Today all we have are ruins in the grains of sand

A dream wasted with its blood on our hand

There is still longing within our hearts

We could, really make a fresh start

Our eyes overwhelmed with dreams they still see

One small step, between you and me, who will it be?

When was the last time?

 

The moon still shines with all its beauty and splendor

The flowers still bloom with their petals so tender

The trees still dance with the breeze in divine bliss

When was the last time you enjoyed this?

There is tremendous strength in hope

There is a method hidden in the things to cope

There is way out from this deep abyss

When was the last time you believed this?

Not changing the way you truly are

Not letting charade to dictate every hour

Not pretending, lying, deceiving and give everything negative a miss

When was the last time you behaved like this?

You knew when you looked into their eyes, it was to last forever

You could bet your life that they will hurt you never
You knew you were meant for each other just by the first kiss

When was the last time you loved like this?

Remember how you could shrug every wound and move on

Remember how amidst storms a smile your face would adorn

Remember how every fear, your strong will and confidence would dismiss

When was the last time you lived like this?